memories of the first time I knew him

this is my sad story about him.
he left me alone in here.
initially, I liked him from the first I saw him. I told everything to my friend. then, my friend listened to all my story. turns out he has a phone number someone I love. and i'm very happy because i have a phone number someone who i like. then suddenly, i called him and i didn't dare speak to him via telephone. the next day, when i saw my cell phone, i have 1 missed call from him. i was very surprised and shocked. then i message him and said "who's this?" i knew it was his number but i'm ashamed. but it turned out, he did not reply my message. i was very sad. but suddenly my phone rang. when i saw it was from him. oh God, i was so glad he called me! but i didn't dare to lift his phone from him because i was ashamed. he continued call me to 10 times. finally, i raise and said "hello?" he also said "hello? who's this?". in my heart, i feel very happy, and i said "lah! is who? you called me first" then he said "your number in my handphone, then who are you?" finally i told him "i am felani, and who are you?" he suddenly closed the telephone. huaa!! i was sad but happy too (((: since then he has always called me, but i never raised his call. until finally we are not related by telephone.


on one day, during school holidays. he message me. he said "fel, when are we going to school?" and i said "next week, monday. did you not know?" and since then we always in touch via sms, everyday. he's very funny, we always joked together. he was very caring to me. he also always called me, when when I lifted his phone, he never spoke. when i called him, he said he never call me. haha he was probably joking. when on 10, in january 2010. i related to him via sms. We talked about our school, because today is the last day of our vacation. i hope we are always in touch via sms, but it was only a dream. when on 11 january, i message him, but he did not return. i think maybe he didn't have a pulse. it was continued until now. he did not contact me again. if we met, we would no talk to each other. we like people who do not know each other. until now we didn't connect again. sometimes i cry because i miss him. i always miss him although he did not miss me. i will not forget it. now, i really hate the date 10. it was my sad story, sorry if there are mistakes words, because i am not good at engglish hehe


♥, fela mwach